change in the atmosphere

It's been a while. Like I said in my previous blog, I am very bad at keeping up with these things. I got a new laptop for school in september. Yeah, I'm going to school in september... george brown for art&design.

I just bought a guitar. It's amazing. Her name is Lucinda.

Life is nuts. Things change so fast and it feels like the decision still exists. Time is flying by. Literally. There is so much that happens in one day now , it feels impossible to even comprehend.

Sounds crazy, huh? It's true.

I want to find that freedom. I'm looking, longing, and searching for it. I think I'm close, actually I know I'm close. It feels good. But first before some things are changed, I must first change myself..... I must first change myself..

I must first.

I must...